Musings of a Married Woman

The year from hell

It's barely a month into 2007 and I already wish this year was over.

I know that they say that the trials that we go through make us stronger, but I found a point where I really didn't have any strength left in me. Now, I've had 3 days to try to put myself back together or risk losing the one thing in life that has made me happier than I ever thought that I could be.

Everyone says that the whole "soulmate" thing or the "knight in shining armor" persona is a fairy tale. I'm here to tell all of those people that they are wrong. Kevin is everything that I am not. He has strength where I fall short and gives me balance. He is the other part of me - I have never questioned that.

But, now, thanks to a series of unfortunate events, I have gone from being the happiest woman alive to a scared little girl. I'm standing on my own two feet and tearing through myself to retrieve every last ounce of strength to take the steps that are necessary for change.

Send positive thoughts towards Reno. I can use them right now. Maybe someday I'll find the boldness to tell all of you why.

posted by mrs. hamacek @ 3:26 PM